GRUNGE; ROCK THE WORLD

Monday, March 01, 2010

The difference between me and you is that I actually care.

Woah hell weeks are officially over. Hahaha nowadays, though we have tonnes of homework to do, I can still feel relaxed 'cause it's nowhere near as bad as the past two weeks were. This is a good thing I suppose, but it totally makes me feel like a nerd. -.- Stress tolerance levels have increased. O:

Haha anyway, it's been a very trying two weeks. I've had a lot to think about and a lot to think about forgetting. Oh this is so confusing. Always playing with my emotions, screwing up my thoughts, and you don't even care what you're doing to me. You stupid idoit. BLEHH. I promised Shermaine and Gen that I'd stop thinking about you. And I will... try. You're the one who made me this way. It's not fair for you to be able to walk away. The roles should be reversed. I should be the one walking away, you should be the one missing me. Wanting ain't love babe. You should know that. But you don't. And it's killing me because you make me...

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Ok STOP! You're going outta my head now. You do NOT deserve me, nor my time. It's time to focus on the GOOD things in life: My awesome best friends, my fantastic spastic comrade, my great family, my good school (that tries to kill me, but still I'm still grateful that I'm in it), my church friends, my nice teachers, my comfortable life, my nice house, my oh-so-incredibly-comfy bed, my great great GREAT class, my lovely friends...

Life is GOOD. Life is FUN. Thank you Lord for making me so blessed(:

I am THANKFUL for what I have. And that is good enough for me. :D

Yays positiveness.

Now you negative, get outta my head.

(: I'll be alright, at the end of the day.

posted @ 9:30 PM |