GRUNGE; ROCK THE WORLD

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I STEPPED ON A LIZARD!! OMG!!!! I AM THE MOST UNLUCKY PERSON IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was DISGUSTING!!!! IT MADE THIS HORRIFIC "EEEE" noise. SICK SICK SICK SICK SICCKKKK!!! >< D: TT_TT WAHHHHH WHY AM I SO CURSED?!?!?!?!!?

posted @ 10:57 PM |

Monday, September 28, 2009

Every time I see you, you take a piece of me.

So, it's been the same for the past two weeks. Tests, more tests, quizzes, assignments and projects. School sure is stifling. But I shant go into that, shant make myself miserable over such unfornunate events. ;D After all, there are so many who are less privileged right? Haha what a feeble attempt at optimism. So unlike myself >^

Anyway, setting school related madness aside, the holidays are definitely going to be A BLAST. Ahaha all the things we're gonna do, eh girls! FUN to the extreme. And HECK YEAH Shermaine, we're STILL dragging you along no matter what! TEE HEES. XD

So many things to accomplish. Ooh yummy, I'm going to do a "people montage" of europeans during my trip to Italy, Switzerland and France! (WOOOOHHHOOO) Haha. It shall be my new ART piece yeah ^^ AHAHA no worries, I'll be sure to share. Y'know it's going to be something to tide us over the sad life that is of an NUS High student ;P Everyone loves candy, no? I know I do. hee.

Woots can't wait for all THE SHOPPING, THE MOVIES, THE GOSSIP, THE GAMES (^^) and THE MEMORIES!

Get ready, get set, we're gonna rock the hols if it's the last thing we do. I am TOO SICK of boring lifestyles! XD Let's savour our freedom before they drag us back to school (technically, it's not the school that's horrific, it's the lessons and the homework, but still...) SAVOUR WE SHALL!

TRALALALALALALAAAAAAA~

Ignorance sure is a heck of a load of bliss ;P

posted @ 11:27 PM |

Sunday, September 27, 2009

She sat in silence, feeling his presence behind her.

Who was he? Who was he to her? Just a friend? Just another boy?

She was confused. Though she knew that they could never be more than "just"s, she couldn't help wonder "what if...?". She knew that overthinking things was definately not a good idea. She knew he didn't really like her; it was just desperate lust. She knew that, and was smart enough to remember that. She knew that she couldn't ever get emotionally involved with someone like him; they were just too different.

And yet, everyday she sees more sides of him. She learnt his laughs, she memorised his touch, gosh, she even knew his smell. But she knew, she knew he wasn't so one dimentional. Many things about him, she liked. Others, she could even hate. So she knew, with all her heart, that they could never be, not just because the hate was a big enough deterant, but because there was more. She was complex, he was simple. They were on completely different levels.

However, the saddest thing of all was that she could never give him up. Why was that? Was it just because he paid attention to her? Was it just because she liked the way he smiled at her or the way his laugh made her laugh? Was it just because she knew he wanted her? No. No, she didn't think it was just that. It was because that he had sides that she couldn't abandon. Sides she couldn't walk away from. The vulnerability in his eyes, the sincerity in his touch, even the things he did just to be close to her. They made her smile.

But reality is cruel. Reality is not pretty. She could love him and detest him within the span of mere seconds. He could be an asshole. He could be real stupid. He could even be cruel. But the other sides of him kept pulling her back, making her snap back like an elastic band. It was like the turn of a magnet. One minute they could repel each other, the next they could be hopelessly drawn to one another. It was irritating. It was frustrating. It was nervewrecking.

But what could she do? What can she do? The cycle will always repeat itself. The wheel will just keep on turning with no say from her whatsoever.

Sigh... She sighs.

posted @ 11:13 PM |

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

YES YAY FINALLY. I FIGURED OUT HOW TO GET OUT OF THE STUPID HTML MODE. GOSH. It was under settings... someone chose to make EVERYTHING in html and HIDE the compose more. BLAH. Lol.

ANYWAY

Hilda Tay is now called GLOM! Decided by Shermaine, Gen and I. SEE THIS HILDA TAY! The Ginormous Lizardy Obese Mushroom! HAHAH.

Wow the holidays have passed SO QUICKLY as usual. It doesnt even seem like we had a break. I tell you, this school will totally DRIVE ME NUTS.

Anyway I shall recap on what's happened in the past week...

Monday: TUITION + HOMEWORK D:

Tuesday: PHYSICS REMEDIAL + Shopping :D:D

Wednesday: HOMEWORK + CLASS BBQ! It was fun! Went to Mrs Yeo's house The Infiniti. Went swimming and played "monkey" with Gen, Shermaine, Yong Kiat, Chen Wei, An Zhi and Huberg. Had BBQ after that. Lol SATAYS GALORE. Minh was so kind as to bring speakers so that we could play music. Haha Toan borrowed my sunglasses to shield his eyes from the smoke. Hilarious XD We all really had fun. Ah how I miss playing cards. However, Shermaine and I swore that our hair totally smelt of smoke for 2 days! I love my class though. It's awesome. Haha.

Thursday: PHYSICS REMEDIAL + GEN'S B'DAY! :D:D:D:D AWESOME. We met at CCK and headed to Lot 1 to eat MOF! Gen ate a bento set, Shermaine and I ate these TRE AWESOME salmon and egg toasted sandwiches. We took a few pics. The desserts were the highlight though. HEE I had an Avocado and Hazelnut smoothie with vanilla ICE CREAM (: WHOOTS. Gen had an orea frappe and Shermaine a Mango sundae. Waaa, we are so GOING BACK! After lunch, we headed to Gen's club to play POOL!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHH I LOVE POOL SO MUUUUUUCCCCHHHHH. Tee hee. Shermaine and the Phone Incident SO funny. XDXD After that we headed over to my house to begin the SLEEPOVER (: Sharmaine came over and we all ordered PIZZA HUT. Woooot. So sad shermaine had to leave so early TT_TT Hahah. It was fun still. We watched PS. I LOVE YOU and then spent 5 hours talking. HEEHEE.

Friday: End of sleepover + HOMEWORK DAY + Read book (Finished no. 1)

Saturday: HOMEWORK + Read book (Finished no. 2) + Went out for dinner at The Rice Table + BORDERS :D:D:D:D

Sunday: HOMEWORK + Read book (Finished no. 3)

Then... Sigh. School started. And it felt like we'd never been gone. Lol how depressing is that?!?!

WELL it's just too stupid to think about that. I shall enjoy my night of... of... WAAHHHH TT_TT Practicing for presentation tomorrow. STUPID DV!!!! Hehehehehe.

SEE YAAAAAA.

posted @ 8:16 PM |

Sunday, September 06, 2009

It's in your eyes, feelings can't be disguised
Cause the truth makes me want you to tell me lies
My biggest fear is crying oceans of tears
I would rather you not be so sincere

How cold could you be?
What would you do if you were me?
I'm better off if it's a mystery

Cause I don't wanna know
If I kissed your lips for the last time
Please don't say if it's so
Tell my heart it's not goodbye
And do this one thing for me
Make up some stupid story tonight
It's alright, keep your truth and tell me lies

Something's not right, love is nowhere in sight
I'm not ready to let go, it's not time
How cruel could you be?
Do say it's through least not to me
I'm better off, leave it a mystery

posted @ 9:59 PM |