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When I don't think I always do things that I'll regret. Dmmt. I'm sorry. Argh.
posted @ 11:48 PM |
Friday, January 25, 2008
I did something really really REALLY stupid today and I would give ANYTHING to go back in time and erase it. I have no freaking idea why I did it. Kinda was like a reflex reaction? I dunno. GAH I feel like dying. Ok no not literally, just saying for the expression. ARGH I'm so frustrated with myself. BLEH. dmmt.
posted @ 10:16 PM |
Saturday, January 19, 2008
I shant bother responding to derek's silly retarded comments cause well if i do, he'll just say even more idiotic crap. So i guess the best thing to do is to shut up and ignore. yeah. Oh and Derek, silence does not mean consent. wwyjsuad.
posted @ 11:04 PM |
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
oldnews. knows. thanks *_____* <- insert the person's name here. Sowhatevernow. yeahhh.
this post means nothing to those who can't understand. So if you don't understand it, don't need to try finding out. ;D XP actually to those who do understand it, it doesn't really mean anything anyway lol. useless post.
posted @ 9:40 PM |
Friday, January 11, 2008
Sigh. I've decided to like workout everyday lol. I know it sounds like crazy cuz I'm only 13, but whatever. I'm not gonna let myself go past 25 inches (waist). Haha. And I seriously need to train my upper body strenght cuz it is now like crap XD Sigh I should probably start running too. Need to train up stamina for 2.4 XP Gosh I hate running... but maybe after everything it might pay off XD Who knows.
posted @ 8:57 PM |
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
The apology made all the difference (: Thanks Kar Yee.
posted @ 10:44 PM |
I feel like a doormat. Always there but seldom remembered. There when needed but if not, just ignored.
Sophie, I was there when you needed someone to talk to, someone to pray with, wasn't I?
Dayna, I was there when you needed someone to complain to, someone to talk to, wasn't I?
Sharmaine, I was there when you were sad, when you needed comforting, wasn't I?
Kar Yee, Wei Tieng, Jia Yi, Yue Qi, a fellow classmate, teammate, PSL and housemate, aren't I?
I'm always forgotten... never remembered... Is that all I mean to you all? A spare? A lifejacket? An extra? Am I of that little importance? Would any of you even care if I go outside the classroom, to the railing and jumped? Don't get me wrong, I'm not so stupid as to kill myself, just saying for the example. So, would you?
Today, we had to choose the groups for the Jan 19th thing right, everytime it's like divided into "more popular" and "less popular". I never have any say in the groupings, its always just decided by someone else, or should I say someones. Do you know how frustrating that is? Huh? HUH?!
Do you know why I was covering mouth, or did none of you even notice... I think it shuld be the latter right. Anyway I was. And it was because I have to go to extreme lengths to stop myself from swearing. When I can't vent my anger, I just start crying. Do I really have to let everyone see me cry? Do you know how pathetic that is? Huh?!
I really felt like punching something...
I suddenly realise why I love books so much. It's 'cause I can enter a world which is not my own. I can live a perfect life in that world. I can have a happy ending because reality is really that different.
Where is my happy ending? There isn't one is there.
posted @ 7:31 PM |
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Torture; It comes in many different forms. There is a certain kind which I particularly hate. And it's the same one I which had to go though for a whole hour today.
Every word, every smile... not her... not again... I can't take it... don't...
Lyrics...
"Break The Ice"
It's been a while
I know I shouldn't have kept you waiting
But I'm here now
I know it's been a while
But I'm glad you came
And I've been thinking 'bout
How you say my name
You got my body spinning
Like a hurricane
And it feels like
You got me going insane
And I can't get enough
So let me get it up
Ooh, looks like we're alone now
You ain't gotta be scared
We're grown now
I'm a hit defrost on you
Let's get it blazin'
We can turn the heat up if you wanna
Turn the lights down low if you wanna
Just wanna move you
But you're frozen
That's what I'm saying
Let me break the ice
Allow me to get you right
Let you warm up to me
Baby I can make you feel
Let me break the ice
Allow me to get you right
Let you warm up to me
Baby I can make you feel
So are you warming up yet?
You got me hypnotised
I never felt this way
You got my heart beating like an 808
Can you rise to the occasion?
I'm patiently waiting
Cause it's getting late
And I can't get enough
So let me get it up
Ooh, looks like we're alone now
You ain't gotta be scared
We're grown now
I'm a hit defrost on you
Let's get it blazin'
We can turn the heat up if you wanna
Turn the lights down low if you wanna
Just wanna move you
But you're frozen
That's what I'm saying
Let me break the ice
Allow me to get you right
Let you warm up to me
Baby I can make you feel
Let me break the ice
Allow me to get you right
Let you warm up to me
Baby I can make you feel
I like this part
It feels kinda good
Yeah
Let me break the ice
Allow me to get you right
Let you warm up to me
Baby I can make you feel
Let me break the ice
Allow me to get you right
Let you warm up to me
Baby I can make you feel
Hot (more)
posted @ 8:04 PM |
Thursday, January 03, 2008
WAH! module selection opened today and i only got back at 8.30PM because of the PSL stuff so now all the spots in Lit (Drama) HAS BEEN TAKEN UP! I WANNA GET IN SOOOOOOOO BADLY. ARRRGGGHHHH!!!!! Anyone taking it that can, PLEASE DROP SO I CAN GO IN! Please!!! I lovvvveeee drama. TT.TT WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
posted @ 9:50 PM |