YO peoples, WARNING: This post is gonna be reallyyy long. Hehehe. I shall tell all of you about my ahem fun OBS experience...
Okay so we left from school on monday yeah, we ended up going to Pulau Ubin camp TWO. Which is the like bad one haha. Camp 1 is so much more awesome. Anyway, everyone was like "awwww so sad" but it wasn't that bad... YET.
Hehe so you all know I'm like the suayest person on earth right. So of course, here's incident number one...
Setting: Dinner, Day 1
What: JORGIN spilt CHILI ALL OVER ME. TT_TT So as if that wasn't bad enough, there's more. After I tried, to no avail, to save my poor clothes, I was sitting on the floor organizing some stuff and then decided to stand up. But guess what. C'mon. HILDA TAY KAI LIN was holding this mess tin above my head without my knowledge and I stood up and CRASHED into it. DAMN! If that wasn't the worse part, there was toothpaste all over the bottom so all the toothpaste went into my hair. Wahhhh. It was horrible. Even Evan (Our instructor) was laughing at me. SPASTIC RIGHT. Hahah.
Okay so moving on... Day two passed (surprisingly) without much incident. Went rock climbing. OH YEAH. Just remembered. DAMN funny. That stupid ________ was so gross. (Right Hilda) Purposly wanting to be the spotter for him. SO disgusting. Haha. Belaying was really fun. I think all the guys nearly died XD *Wince* Hahahahah. "Am I on belay?" "No you are not" *tightens rope* "THATS ME!!! DAMMIT!" LOL. This is why I'm so glad I'm not a guy ;D XD XP Wahahaha.
OKAY so ready for incident number 2? Here it is...
Setting: Camp 3, Day 3
What: TOILET OF DOOM Okay so camp 3 has NO TOILETS OKAY. So lalala guess where or what the toilets were? The girl's one is a TOTAL death trap it's like at this area by the fence with this little inlet by the sea. Okay so the fence, yeah, TOTALLY see through so if any boat were to pass by... yeah. And what's worse is that the area is completely ROCKY LIKE HELL. SO what happened to me? I nearly BROKE MY TOE 'cause of this STUPID ROCK THAT FELL FROM NO IDEA WHERE. Aigh it's insanity. The rocks were WAYYYY TOO SLIPPERY.
LOL! Speaking of no toilets. Each group (Watch) has a, as I like to call it, "Shit spade". Hahahah everyone was trying to avoid having to put it in their bag so it was like covet ops trying to shove it into other ppl's bag. Luckily I managed to escape that hell. Poor Yuki and Cherie. Hahaa.
SO It's time for incident number 3...
Setting: Dinner, Day 3
What: I was in the tent putting on mosquito repellent (which sadly doesn't have much effect on the mutant bugs on pulau ubin) when I heard hilda calling me. So I was like "Whattt?!?!?" She apparently wanted me to help her wash the mess tins from dinner. So I decided to get out of the tent and guess what happened? My HAIR GOT STUCK IN THE STUPID ZIPPER on the door. I thought I was gonna die if I didn't get it out. So I was screaming away and Hilda walked in my direction (There's no light there at all and she wasn't carrying a torch) and stood in front of the tent. She was like "
What? What happened to you now?" And I was like "SHIT!!! MY HAIR. ZIPPER. STUUUCCCKKK!!!" So she tried to help but when she did, I suddenly felt something wet SPILL ALL OVER ME Ahhhhhh. At that moment, I managed to pry my hair from the zipper and fell onto my butt. Owww. So I quickly tried to find the torch and when I turned it on, I was screaming "WHAT THE HELL DID YOU POUR ONTO ME!?!!". What was it you ask? TUNA FROM THE MESS TIN. TT_TT The whole tent smelt of tuna after that. Poured power and sprayed deo EVERYWHERE hahahaha. Sigh. Poor me righttt.
Oh my gosh. I'm dead now, can't type anymore XD Hahahah there're just wayyy too many more incidents. *Shakes head* I shall end here then. If you're really interested to know how unlucky I am, come IM/ SMS/ Call me kay ;D
BYES PEOPLE
posted @ 11:56 PM |
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
All was said in the poignant silence that followed; all the rest is shadows...
An excerpt:
Fighting fear, she quickly lowered the window, leaned out into the driving rain. "Please. Can you help me? I seem to be lost."
But there was no one there. No one who would - could - have said, so low and sad, So am I.
From "In Dreams" by Nora Roberts
posted @ 10:34 PM |
Saturday, November 14, 2009
She thinks:
I dream. It’s what I do. Don’t ask me why I say this, but it is true. I dream of life, love, longing and purpose. I dream of what can, can't and will never be.
“Can you tell us something no one knows about you?” was the question they asked me. Well now, how interesting. Do they honestly expect me to tell them my secret? I say forget it. I won’t let them ruin me. I can’t have curiosity; it will just shatter the portal to my alternate reality.
posted @ 12:54 AM |
The last day. No more script checking. It was definitely the most disappointing exam period ever. Sad.
ANYWAY, hahaha it's Friday the 13th today!! BUT my once favourite day has betrayed me today! Haha I think it's because my bad luck x friday the 13th bad luck = good luck, but my bad luck x Shermaine's bad luck x friday the 13th bad luck = bad luck.
Soooo, I bet you wanna know the story yeah? Haha. Well it all began the moment I reached school...
It was raining. Very heavily. (Well usually I would like this, but for now, lets pretend that that's bad luck ok? ;D) So, tralalala, went for morning assembly then script checking. Scripte checking was a horrid experience. UTTER disappointment for bio. WELL, I know whose fault it is don't I. GRRR.
So, script checking came and gone and at 10am, Shermaine and I went to change before leaving school. I dropped my lip balm on the toilet floor (should've taken that as a forewarning eh ). Was yet to change into my boots though. SO, Shermaine wanted to put her school shoes in her locker after we changed so Shermaine, Hilda and I went up to the classroom. Hahaha, there were NO CHAIRS there. So we had to go through the ordeal of changing socks and putting on knee length boots whilst STANDING up. Okay, so that done, we all went to check whether the back gate was open. It WASN'T. Therefore, we had to go to the front gate and make a huge detour to the back. Insanely irritating.
(Lol side story that is unrelated to the bad luck of today: Shermaine, Hilda and I took the lift from the 5th floor to the 3rd floor and walked past the stairs towards the audi. Huishi, Meifang, Yuxiang, Glen, Yuan Han and Soh Jie were there by the stairs looking and commenting on the board with all the pictures of the teachers and when I walked past them, their reaction was INSANELY FUNNY. Soh Jie was first to see me, cuz he was facing my direction, and he gave this very "o.O heh" expession before telling Yuan Han to look. So amusing. Then haha Yuan Han's reaction was so funny! He was like "O.O", pointed at me and said "WOAH!!", causing all the rest of the people to turn and stare at me. Haha laughing away to myself, I just waved bye to them and continued walking. I then turned around to see whether Shermaine and Hilda were following me and I saw Huishi like nudging Yuxiang making him peer around the corner to stare at me. He had a very "heh" expression. I tell you, all these people are so interesting to observe. Ha. Ha. Hahaha. XP LOL the most funny part was that when the 3 of us finally reached the bus stop, I took out my phone and saw that Yuan Han had smsed me he said "WOAH <333333333". (He apparently liked my outfit.) I laughed till I almost fell off the chair. Shermaine said "He's werid. " ;P hahaha. Amusing, amusing.)
WELL, to continue with the story of today, Shermaine, Hilda and I went to IMM to eat lunch. After lunch we met up with Gen and stayed with her while she ate Subway. When it was 1pm, Shermaine and I had to leave to meet Sharmaine at Ion. HOWEVER, when we looked out the window, we saw that it was RAINING so we were all like "OH NO! How to get to the MRT station like this?!?!?". So, thinking that taking a taxi would be an ideal solution, we went to the taxi stand only to realise that THE QUEUE WENT ON FOR MILES. In exasperation, we decided to take the shuttle bus instead since we saw a sign that said that it went to Jurong East MRT station. So walk walk walk to the pick up point and saw that the bus was there! So of course, we THOUGHT "Such luck! We're just in time :D". BUT, we were DRASTICALLY WRONG the cus ended up being THE WRONG BUS!!! We ended up in some industrial/bussiness area near JTC summit. It was INSANE. ALL THE WHILE THE RAIN CONTINUED TO POUR BUCKETS. GAH! We couldn't even go to a taxi stand cuz the way from the bus stop to the taxi stand of the building near it was not sheltered TT_TT. So, stranded at the bus stop in the middle of no-idea-where, trying to avoid getting wet from the rain, we desperately hoped that an available taxi would drive by. Thankfully, one did... EVENTUALLY. D: So, in the end, we wasted 45 mins and $3.40 just to get from IMM to the MRT station. GAH!
Well, at least meeting Sharmaine and shopping at Ion went without any hiccups.:D
Moving on, OUR BAD LUCK BEGAN AGAIN when Shermaine and I were trying to get to NUS for the Project Semakau dinner. Firstly, we went to the WRONG BUS STOP after getting off the MRT, causing us to have to run across the pedestrain crossing in light rain to get to the bus interchange. And guess what happened when we got there? THE QUEUE FOR bus 96 was INSANELY LONG!! All these teenagers were ALL going to NUS too. I think it there was some performance at the university cultural centre. Standing in line for the bus was AGONY. The bus took SUPER LONG to get there. By that time we were totally LATE.
When the bus came, eventually, everyone was PACKED LIKE SARDINES into the vehicle. Uncomfortable like CRAZY. GAH! And that's not the worst, Terence called Shermaine and the phone reception was TERRIBLE she couldn't make out ANYTHING Terence was saying. Sigh. Terence called again after a while and GUESS WHAT HE SAID?!?! He told us that 96 DOESN'T GO INTO NUS we were totally "O.O WHATT?!?!?!?!?!? OMG!!!!", so we quickly got off the bus at yet ANOTHER no-idea-where!!!! Thankfully, there was a campus map and my sense of direction is very good. Haha. AT LEAST we were able to figure out how to get to another bus stop. BUT WE REALISED THAT... 96 DOES go into NUS after all. It just didn't go to the bus stop where terence was waiting for us. TT_TT CRYYYYYYY. So, walk walk walk along some dark carpark road and down a hill, we finally found a bus stop. It was so HORRIBLE!!!
Oh gosh, we ended up being 30mins late. -.- SADDENING.
Oh the horror of putting me and Shermaine together on Friday the 13th. It's NOT a good idea.
Lol, my life is spastic.
posted @ 12:08 AM |
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
HAHAHAHA I am FIRST this time. Lol. Thank you thank you, I know, I deserve it. Ha. I'm spastic ;D
OH WELL. My friends are so totally insane. So love em to death though. Hahaha they keep my life interesting. Wahahah.
posted @ 1:25 AM |
Monday, November 09, 2009
What do we want? What do you want? What do I want?
What is it that we wish to get out of each day? Meaning? Knowledge? Satisfaction?
Knowing that each day passes so quickly, blindingly fast in fact, we best make full use of it and be grateful.
Of course, life is sometimes taken for granted, and we can only regret when it passes us by. We must learn to treasure the time given to us.
Think about it; it is you who can bring change into your life. Waiting does nothing. If there's something we're unhappy about, just do something about it, if not, just forget it and let the grains of sand fall. Why waste your life worrying about it if you've decided not to do anything right? Things don't happen just because we will them to.
Flipping open my book of memories , I realise now that I have learnt a lot; and I will keep on learning everyday. It is true, you know, that hat doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Looking back, seeing now, I realise, truely,that life has given me a lot. Happiness, despair, anxiety, panic, peace, serenity, anger, hurt and desire. /i've been through a lot and my life has only just begun. Knowing that, it's time I understood that it is up to me to make the most of my time and I thank God knowing that I'll never be alone. It's not going to be easy, but I think I'm ready.
C'mon life, give me your best shot, I'll take what you give me and turn it into something I'll be proud to show the world.
posted @ 9:59 PM |
Sunday, November 08, 2009
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HAHAHA. Shou too. SO funny. Gogogo read the manga. It's awesome ;D SKIP BEAT IS AWESOME
posted @ 10:50 PM |
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Whee Skip Beat XP
posted @ 10:43 PM |
Saturday, November 07, 2009
Ok ok hello. My apologies for not posting yesterday, but after I got home I just HAD to crash. Hahah
Why you ask? Oh let me explain. It's ALL CUZ OF SHARMAINE WONG the INSANE friend of mine that I so adore (Good enough shar? Hahaha XD) She made me watch Koizora at 1am yesterday which means that I ended up sleeping at 4am!
Oh FIIINE. The movie was SO WORTH IT. Ahhhh I cried my eyes out lol. It's the MOST TRAGIC show I've EVER seen. Japan... why'd you have to do this to meeee. Lol. Okay enough insanity.
So about the class gathering. Well, I woke up at 8.30am and reached school at around 10am. Only 13 people showed in the end. Awwww. Well it was still fun anyway. So we all set off at around... 10.45am. Got on 196 and went to Commonwealth MRT station. My gosh I tell you. On the MRT, Shermaine and I were like sitting in the corner seats (we were in the first car) and there was this malay couple. Prolly around 18, 19+? They were so eww. Looked like they were practically grinding on each other the whole ride. Sick man. Luckily Chen Wei and An Zhi were standing in front of us talking so they could kinda block them out. Oh yes, that's not all that was irritating. The stupid twosome kept staring at me and talking then staring and talking again. HELLO what the heck? Have they never seen someone in shades before? Totally crazy. My gosh if they were dissing my Aldo shades then they can just go do something anatomically impossible to themselves (;P) Idiots. No one disses my style on my watch. *serious glare* Hahahhaa.
Anyway, when were were nearing Bedok station, it, guess what, started to RAIN. So we were all "shit, how??" Ah so we just decided to go eat lunch first. Lol so funny. After we got off the train, we were walking next to this hawker centre area and I saw a SQUISHED COCKROACH on the floor. EWW! Shermaine almost stepped on it but I managed to push her out of the way first. Nghheh. Hate bugs. *Shudder*
So we ended up eating at MACS; the horribly unhealthy place. Hahah. Ah well. ;P IT was funny. The place was PACKED with students from Idonnowhere. And lol, everyone was waiting for 12pm so that they could get the EVMs. One minute the line was nonexistent, the next, everyone was queing up. So we camped out at macs till the rain stopped. Hahaha. Shermaine was so suay, she stood up and scraped her knee on my chair. Lol I think my bad luck is contagious. BEWARE PEOPLE! ;D
So from macs to the interchange, we had to cross this road yeah. There was a traffic light. So, like any normal, non-law-abiding citizen, haha Shermaine, Chen Wei, Anzhi, and I just crossed the road when it was clear. BUT nooo, Jun Rui, Toan and Teck Lim (correct? I can't remember who they were exactly haha) had to suddenly decide to be model NUSHigh students and NOT jaywalk. So well ALL ended up waiting for suuper long for the light to turn green. Haha. It was such a laugh standing there making "what the heck?" gestures. Lol.
So when we got on the bus, Shermaine, Anzhi and I stayed on the lower deck for a while before we went to the upper deck. When we went up, we went to the last row to sit with Chen Wei, Yong Kiat, Joelle, Thao and Toan. Yong Kiat started to ahem violate poor Anzhi. It was SO gay. Hahaha. Well, we know Yong Kiat don't we. Ah anyway, he CLAIMS it to be "Brotherly Love". PFFT brotherly love my ASS man. Lol hahahaha. So so so sad for Anzhi. Poor guy had to be subjected to Yong Kiat's erm... "love" (Lol gag much? ;P) all the way to East Coast Park. Chen Wei was like "Esther, I can't stand Yong Kiat. SO gay" Hahaha. Too bad he couldn't rescue Anzhi eh. Lol.
So when we finally got to ECP, we all rented bikes, well except Amanda cuz she brought skates, and went to cycle. Lol it was so fun... at first. Hahaha. We went to the pier to take pictures. I hope they posted them up on facebook already. Haha. So fun. After that, we continues to cycle down somemore and then took breaks along the way. Haha once, Toan and Binh pretended to fall over onto the grass and we took pictures of em. So joke. Chen Wei, Anzhi, Shermaine and I took a real nice photo by this tree. (Random yeah, but hey Chen Wei asked) Lol.
So why'd I say "at first"? WELL. It was because Shermaine and I realised that we are EXTREMElY UNFIT. Hahahah cycling took such a toll on us. It was so retarded! We were spastically panting and complaining and swerving to and fro. Hahha almost blazed a TRAIL OF DESTRUCTION on the way back. Lol Chen Wei and Anzhi just casually passed us and we were like "OMG WE ARE SO SLOWWWWW" Haha the rest ended up waiting for us at some point. lol. Ain't we spastic Shermaine? ;D
So when we all reached the shop, Shermaine and I were like "CRAP we are so dead!" Haha ended up collapsing on the bench next to Chen Wei. OH LOL YES, funny. Shermaine Nah, the crazy, was filling up her waterbottle with the bottle of mineral water we bought and guess what she did. She poured the water till the bottle OVERFLEW for like super long. Guess what her reason was... c'mon, I dare you. ;D It was "OH! I can't control my hands!!" LOL. You had to be there. Man it was so spastic. Chen Wei and Anzhi were like giving "She IS crazy" expressions. Hahaha.
Hahaha. But then I tell you, I so totally beat Shermaine on the Spasticity Scale. Lol Thao brought this bag of dried jackfruit chips. Oh and you know how much I LOVE jackfruit right? :D Haha well, I was like totally "KYAAAAA!! OMG NICE!!!". Lol and when she offered to give it to me, I made this really dramatic scene of going "REALLY!?!? ARE YOU SERIOUS?!?! OMG THANKS!!!" Lol ALL the people who were there totally have their suspicions of my insanity confirmed. There's no hiding it from now on I guess. Hahaha. Wheeee. ;D
Haha so we left ECP at aroung 4pm. Whilst we were crossing the underpass to get to the bus stop, Anzhi and I were talking and I suddenly heard Shermaine go "Oh, if you tell Esther that, she'll totally KILL you" behind me. So OF COURSE I had to find out what it was. So I went "Oh? What is it Shermaine. TELL MEEEEEEE". Apparently Chen Wei said "Esther and Anzhi very pei" to her. Hahaha and SINCE SHERMAINE SUGGESTED IT, I went to poke Chen Wei like crazy. Hahaha he couldn't stand it. SO FUN. ;D Whee the sadistic nature appears XD Hahah. It's so fun to poke Chen Wei. He has such a great reaction. Anzhi not fun. No reaction. Booh. Hahahaha, but we gotta spare the guy some torture, since he has Yong Kiat tormenting him. Sad sad sad. XP
So after we reached the MRT station, we all got on the train and headed home, but Shermaine and I didn't want to go back just yet so we ended up going to Raffles City to hang for a bit.
So that marks the end of our class gathering.
Haha this post isnt over yet though. XD There's one last thing.
Lol I seem to PASS MY INSANE BAD LUCK TO OTHER PEOPLE! Yesterday my victim was Shermaine. Lol she almost stepped on a cockroach while walking with me, scrapped her knee on my chair at macs, scrapped her other knee on the bike pedal at ECP when it was I who asked her to take a break with me (stop biking that is), scrapped her knee on this screw in the bus on the way to Bedok MRT station, when I made her to sit on the side of the chair closer to the aisle, and the BIG CHERRY ON TOP, when she went home, she realised that ALL her eclipse mints had fell out in her bag and semi-melted. It was a white gooey mess. And guess what, NOTHING BAD HAPPENED TO ME AT ALL THAT DAY! The most AMAZING, EXTRODINARY, UNBELIEVABLE thing EVER!
Lol. My life is spastic. Understatement of the century. XD
(GOSH THIS POST IS SUPER LONG!!! HAHAHAHA, kudos to all who read this far! ;D)
posted @ 10:13 PM |
Thursday, November 05, 2009
It's been a while. She lies in wait. The thoughts, the memories. She wonders...
posted @ 10:28 PM |
HEYYO PEOPLEZZ.
I AM FREEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOOOO!!!! :D
Hahahaha it's just AWESOME! Well I'll pretty much die when the script checking begins, but still... Awh yeah. REJOICE. SCREAM. SHOUT. CHEER YOUR LUNGS OUT. FREEDOM HAS FINALLY ARRIVED DARLINGS!
Hahaha. So I went to watch "My Girlfriend Is An Agent" with Ian today. My gosh the movie was SO FUNNY. Hahahaha. The toilet part was so epic. Lol. "*Soo Ji cleans floor then stares* *and stares* *and stares* then *looks up* and "JAEJOON!?!?!" *Jaejoon raises hand to mouth (so gross but so freaking funny) ;P* "SooJi??" *Soo Ji starts killing him with the mop* "YOU BASTARD!!! ASSHOLE!!!! IDIOT!!! SON OF A BITCH!!!!!!" "
Lol and the sex part omg funnyyyy. Lobster and hammer; smash smash smash! Hahahaha.
Lol before the movie these two erm ladies walked over and asked us "Can we take a picture with you guys?" So of course I was like "Whaaat?!?" We both thought that they wanted to ask for directions. It was SO WEIRD. Just happily walking over to get coffee then suddenly some people come up and ask to take a picture. Sigh sigh. It's so spastic haha. Well they wanted to do some sort of survey. Ngee Ann Poly students. Topic was about "If someone comes to you for help, will you help them? Why? etc.". Technically, I think that wanting to take a picture is not considered "asking for help" lol so their system of annalysis is like er wrong. Heheheh.
Weeeellll, anywayyy, I'm so RELEIVED. Exams are OVER!!!!
HEYY my girls, it's TIME TO PARTAYYE. Shermaine, Gen, Sharmaine, Hilda, we're gonna make this holiday UNFORGETTABLE! ;D
TRALALALLALA. Class outing is tomorrow. I'll post then ;D Be back soon. Till then, BYEEE XD
posted @ 9:12 PM |
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Hahahhaa I was reading my archives and I saw this post I posted in August. Lol I can't believe I wrote this... well yeah actually, I can. Heheh. I love my mind. ;D Lol this is weird so I shan't go on now. Here it is...
"As seconds continue to tick by; Tick tock, tick tock...
She stares blankly at the multitudes of clocks before her. They remind her of work. They remind her of dealines. They remind her of time; time she watches pass fleeting before her eyes. She is detached.
She turns her head to the left, looking at the black reflective sceen of her handphone. No new messages. No missed calls. Nothing. Nothing stirs in the black emptiness.
Sighs; she sighs. In her mind the fantasies rouse, just swimming at the edge of the consciousness. She lifts her head to stare at the clocks once again. Closing her eyes in acceptance, she plunges once again into her thoughts.
A weak smile pulls on the corners of her lips. The secrets of her toughts whispering through her mind. She exhales slowly, gathering her nerves. Ready? "Yes," she says out loud, as though it was a question meant to be answered.
Her focus shifts to him once again. Who is he? Where is he? She has no answer. Him. Subconciously, a silent name slips off of her tongue. What was that? She wasn't quick enough to hear herself. The word was forgotten. Forgotten, as it was never etched into her memory in the first place. She longs for him.
She feels strange. How could she want something that she does not even know exists? How can she long for someone that she has never met? Mysterious. Cryptic. It confused her. She, the unique, strong independant, was perplexed.
Him. She thinks again; a sigh of resignation slipping from between her lips.
A lone tear falls."
posted @ 7:59 PM |
SO tiring; exams are so draining. I am so not cut out for this. Sigh. It's physics and functions tomorrow. All hell breaks loose. TT_TT
Aigh. Sad. So so sad.
Well. That's not the only piece of bad news. This one I blame on THE HORRIBLE CHINESE O-LEVELS we have to take on tuesday next week. The shopping trip has got to be reschduled. WHYYYYY. Lol not like I've got lotsa cash to spend, but still... Now we can't go to Chilis. That's the horrendous part. D:
I neeeeed tortillas and nachos stat.
I am in a really bad mood now. Tomorrow is the day that'll really kill me. I cannot wait for this torture to end.
EXASPERATING!
posted @ 7:15 PM |
Monday, November 02, 2009
Oh my goodness. AWESOME SONG alert - Tik Tok by Ke$ha.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sXMu14YlfXs
posted @ 10:52 PM |
Sunday, November 01, 2009
HELLO. I'm the crazy person who woke up at 7.53am on a saturday morning to study. (As a certain Ian Mui decides to remind me) Welcome to my blog. I have gone completely insane from exam related stress. WHEEEEE.
Hahaha.
*Ps, don't worry, I'll be back. XD After the exams of course, with my whole new level of insane celebration of freedom Wahahahaha.
posted @ 9:50 PM |
