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A conversation with Sharmaine Wong Kai Lin :
エスターEsther Candice | Kyou is so kawaii | says:
*;D
*Ahh. Kyou is like THE SWEETEST character ever. haha. He changed so much throughout the entire manga. He looks damn different at the end of it compared to the start. SO CUTE!
sharmaine Ü says:
*YAH!
*you know at one point of the manga
*i was looking at him & like "OMG, KYOU LOOKS SO DIFFERENT?!"
エスターEsther Candice | Kyou is so kawaii | says:
*YEAH!
sharmaine Ü says:
*it's like, he really evolved. i can't rmb which chapt
エスターEsther Candice | Kyou is so kawaii | says:
*He became hot man. Haha. Yeah i don't know if it was a gradual thing haha cools.
sharmaine Ü says:
*but i remember it was at one PRECISE point when i suddenly got that feeling!!
エスターEsther Candice | Kyou is so kawaii | says:
*Oh okay haha
sharmaine Ü says:
*"エスターEsther Candice | Kyou is so kawaii | says (9:43 PM):
He became hot man.
*LOL
*LOL
*エスターEsther Candice | Kyou is so kawaii | says (9:43 PM):
He became hot man.
エスターEsther Candice | Kyou is so kawaii | says:
*Haha LOLLOL
sharmaine Ü says:
*LOL.
*CAN I POST THAT?
エスターEsther Candice | Kyou is so kawaii | says:
*Stop pasting. WHAT!!?!? LOL
sharmaine Ü says:
*SORRY I JUST FIND THAT REAL FUNNY
*OK IM GUNNA POST THAT>
*:)
エスターEsther Candice | Kyou is so kawaii | says:
*Haha whatever you want. I don't have to hide my love for kyou sohma. HAHAHA
sharmaine Ü says:
*LOL!!!!!!!!!!!
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So now my quote has gone public on her blog and now mine. hahaha.
posted @ 9:55 PM |
LALALA. DEPRIVED CHILD IS BACK.
I
Am
Waiting
For
The
Fun
To
Begin.
My life is DEVIOD OF DRAMA (currently). WAHHHH )':
Waiting
Waiting
Waiting
For you.
posted @ 6:13 PM |
I AM A DEPRIVED CHILD!! Yes right? Shermaine? Gen? ;D HAHA.
WEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLL
LALALA.
I REFUSE to be fail!!!
2 years dealine...
Two very very short years.
TT_TT WAHHHHHHH.
I AM DEPRIVED!!!
;D
XD
XP
^^
>^
____________________________
MUSIC Quiz:
1. Put your music player on all your music, then shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 3 people.
5. with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
Questions:
1. HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
Headlight Disco – The Click Five
Oh? Interesting. I want to get in your car and drive?? Haha. YOU being who eh?? ;D OH. So you say you’ve got control? The night is young? O: Why why why?? WANT TO DO SOMETHING ISIT?!? ;D
2. WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?
2 Man Show – Timbaland
OH! Great! I won’t be alone you say! But… WHY ONLY 2?!?!?
3. HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
One and Only – Timbaland
Oh HOW NICE! HAHAHA Yes OF COURSE I am the MOST IMPORTANT person to them! SEE THIS?? I’m VALUABLE!
4. WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Who’s Gonna Love You – The Pussycat Dolls
O:!!!! SO YOU SAYING THAT NO ONE IS?!! OMG!!!!!! OHOH!! There’s still “Wait a minute…” So not ALL hope is lost right?!? :D Ohhhhh now I see. It says “Who’s gonna love you the way that I do…” AWWWWWW. How sweet is that?! ;D
5. WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIENDS THEME SONG?
Love Me for Me – Ashley Tisdale
Ah see! I love my friends, their quirks included! :D
6. WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
Without You – Christina Aguilera
Whoa, SEE even when I don’t think about it, I AM A HOPELESS ROMANTIC! ^^ “What kind of world would it be without you…”
7. WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?
Save Yourself – James Morrison
HAHA! So that means that it’s “every man for himself” isn’t it! HOW TRUE! XD
10. WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?
El Nin-yo – Tata Young
OMG! GLOBAL WARMING IS GOING TO TAKE OVER THIS WEEKEND!! O:
11. TO DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?
Blush – Aly & Aj
“I will admit it, if you admit it; it’s harder than we both thought, it’s easy to fall apart, look where we are…” Well, my maternal grandparents have passed away… /:
12. HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?
There’s Nothin’ – Sean Kingston
AH!! HOW TRUE!!! There IS nothing dramatic going on!!
13. WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Fall – Ina
“You’ll be sorry that I’m not around, I will watch you out.” “I’ll be on the top just watching you fall” LOL. I’ll be “above” watching all of you fall into deep sorrow upon my death! ;D ;D
14. HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?
Keeps Getting Better – Christina Aguilera
Ha! That’s right, I KEEP GETTING BETTER. XD
15. WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?
Thnks fr th Mmrs– Fall Out Boy
AWW! How TRAGIC!
16. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?
My Life Would Suck Without You – Kelly Clarkson
AHH! HOW NICE OF YOU GUYS! :D
17. DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?
Need to be Next to You – Westlife
OMG! They DO??!?!? O: O: O:!!! ^^
18. HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY?
Rock Me in – Britney Spears
Oooo you’re going to hold me tight and don’t let go. You’re going to take me in your arms and bring me close. Annndddd… WE’RE GOING TO ROCK! DANCE DANCE DANCE BABY.
19. WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?
Dear Life – Anthony Hamilton
Oh… so all about loving someone else eh… how predictable. Hahahaha.
20. WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?
Golden – Fall Out Boy
“How cruel…” HAHA Children are a torture you say?! Well, I know that now! >^
21. WHAT SONG WILL YOU STRIP TO?
Whoaa… SO YOU WANNA KNOW EH?!?!! HAHA LETS SEEEE.
Winning Women – Rihanna (Ft. Nicole Scherzinger)
LOL!!! OMG LOL!!!!!
“…like to be in charge.
When the heat gets too hot, they just keep turnin’ it up.
Never let ‘em cheat-sheet, they just sweat, gotta go hard.
Where those winning women thats really willing to take it off!”
OMG!!! HAHAHAHA HOW FITTING!!! HAHAHA
22. IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Remember the Name – Fort Minor
HAHA! How smart. I remember his name and REPORT TO THE POLICE! LOLZZZ.
23. WHAT DOES YOUR MOTHER THINK OF YOU?
Embers & Envelopes – Mae
Haha, that’s interesting. “We write to apologise, we ask to look past life as it goes by. I know we have sacrificed time, life, love, time to fly.”
24. WHAT IS YOUR DEEP DARK SECRET?
SuperGirl – Saving Jane
OH NO! My identity is revealed!! O: hahaha.
25. WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?
Operation Ground and Pound – Dragon Force
HAHA I will POUND the person into dust manzxzs. LOL.
26. WHAT'S YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?
Fame Infamy – Fall Out Boy
Lol interesting… “When I’m home alone, I just can’t stop myself” ????
27. WHAT SONG WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR WEDDING?
Cinema Paradiso (Se) – Josh Groban
AH! It’s an amazingly grand Italian love song. AWESSOMMEEE.
(English translation)
If you were in my eyes for one day
You could see the full beauty of the joy
I find in your eyes
And it isn’t magic or loyalty
If you were in my heart for a day
You would have an idea
Of what I feel
When you hold me strongly to you
Heart to heart,
Breathing together
Protagonist of your love
I don’t know if it’s magic or loyalty
If you were in my soul for a day
You would know what is inside me
That I fell in love
At that instant, together with you
And what I sense
It’s only love.
posted @ 5:57 PM |
Sunday, June 28, 2009
It takes time to find our way again. It takes time to recover. It takes time, but it happens eventually. Eventually, relief there will be. There's always a light at the end of the tunnel right? So till then, till the sun reappears, I will continue my battle, though in pain, in sadness and in despair, but continue I will... Till the day when I can lift my head out of the dirt and turn my face to the sun.
posted @ 10:24 PM |
WE choose the path we walk on. We can choose to be hurt. We can choose to be broken. It is hard to walk alone. It is hard when no one understands. It is difficult to get past the pain, the hurt and the shame. The despair is inevitable, but we can still try to fight. Everyday, every hour, every minute, we can fight.
Do not give in to the hopelessness. We may be beaten back countless of times. The pain can keep on coming. But, we cannot give up. We cannot give in.
I refuse to be a rag doll. I am slowly learning. Learning to take the hits. Learning to be stronger. It may take weeks, months or years, but little by little, I want to be stronger. I have to be. There are many more difficult people in this world. Many more battles for me to fight and even more things worth fighting for.
posted @ 10:18 PM |
Let us clap for this girl, this pitiful child. Not to show our pity, but our empathy.
Yes, there was this girl. There was...is...and will be.
posted @ 10:15 PM |
Friday, June 26, 2009
I realised something today. Though I say I'm extroverted, though all the tests tell me so, it's a lie. I've been lying to myself. I want people, yet I'm subconciously pushing them away. I am stubborn and picky. I choose who I want to let in. And those are few and rare. I want more people, yet I don't want more people. Does that make sense? I'm tired of the fakers. I'm tired of the half-hearted interest. I see people. I see them more than what's good for myself. I relate, understand, too easily that almost everything, almost everyone, seems boring. Predictable. Characters are judged too early. Disappointing. I let myself down. I kill my hopes before I give them a chance to progress.
Maybe I should just put myself out there and let the lady bugs come to me... Perhaps the search shall end here.
posted @ 11:28 PM |
Ok i shall do this quiz for fun:
1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?
Sure? But is it REALLY 111?
2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
HAHA! Was it FAKE? YES. SO N.A. to you!
4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
EH NO QUESTION 3! But hmm... I CAN'T REMEMBER!!! Too many peoplezxz manzxs. HAHA just jk. But seriously, i can't remember.
5) Do you regret it?
Eh. I don't think so ^^
6) Have you ever been depressed?
YES! And I TURNED INTO THE HULK AND KILLED EVERYONE. Hehehehehe. Not exactly, but i think I did punch the wall! That counts right? right? XD
8) Are you a boy or girl?
I have female body parts so I should say "girl" yes? hehehehe.
9) What is your relationship status?
I AM SINGLE BABEH!! FREE FREE AND FREE~!
10) How do you want to die?
Peacefully? Lol what a dumb question; don't you know, you NEVER GET WHAT YOU WANT! ;D
11) What did you last eat?
A cookie!
12) Played any sports?
What? In my lifetime? DUH DUH DUH DUH DUH DUH DUH DUH DUH DUH DUH....
13) Do you bite your nails ?
EW gross. NO.
14) When was your last physical fight?
TOO MANY TO COUNT HONEY. ;D
15) Do you have an attitude?
Isn't it obvious?? ABSOLUTELY YES!
16) Do you like someone?
Yeah, I like a lot of people. -.- No worthy candidates at the moment.
17) What is your real name?
What? You calling me an imposter?!?!
19) Are you gonna get high later?
No. Drugs SUCK!
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
I have a hate list that goes on for miles...
XD
21) Do you miss someone?
YES!!!!!! >^
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
WHO CUTS?!?!
23) Do you tan a lot?
Eh no. No beach available.
24) Have any pets?
YES, MY AWESOME DOG!
25) What exactly are you feeling?
Sleepy. You're boring me with your silly questions that I so masochist-ly answer.
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
Yes, who hasn't?
27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
What kind of sick stupid question is this? HELLO THERE ARE MUCH BETTER PLACES.
28) Would you take any of your exes back?
Ew. How lame.
29) Are you scared of spiders?
YAH.
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
TO RELIVE MY AWESOME LIFE
31) Do you regret anything from your past?
OVER IT. It was so [insert time here] ago
32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Enjoy my last moments of tranquillity?
33) Do you want to have kids?
Yeah, eventually i guess. Though i hate babies now.
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
Nope. Can't think of any nice (and not so common) guy names that start with M.
35) Do you type fast?
I guess so.
36) Do you have piercings? How many?
2.
37) Want any more?
Don't think so.
38) Can you spell well?
WELL, you just did.
39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
-.- wasn't that question asked already?
40) What are you craving right now?
HEHEHEHEHEH. Why're you asking ^^
41) Ever been to a bonfire party?
Yes. Fun.
43) Have you ever been on a horse?
YEAH MAN. Love horseback riding.
44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
Pick up truck... EWW reminds me of some fat grease-covered sweaty old fogie. SICK *PUKES* SO NO!!!
45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
WHY?! HAVE YOU HEARD SOMETHING?!?! Hahahaha. WHO KNOWS (Or cares...) HEHE JK.
46) Have you ever been cheated on?
NO ONE DARES. I'll KILL YOU you motherCHUCKer. (hahaha GG S02E01)
47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
A crying guy? For some gay reason? Ew. EWW!!!! JUST REMINDED ME OF THAT MOOBED ONE. SICK *PUKE AGAIN*
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
Yes. A girl? Guys are okay I guess. I mean it's just LIVING right?
50) What should you be doing ?
SLEEPING.
51) What’s irritating you right now?
These stupid questions that I shall continue answering.
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
Yea. At least I'm honest right? :D :D
53) Does somebody love you?
YES. YES. YES. YES. YES. If no one loves you in this world, YOU FAIL. ;D
54) What is your favorite colour?
PLATINUM?? XD Haha red, actually.
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Sad to say, yes.
57) Do you have trust issues?
I don't trust you enough to tell you. ;P
60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Yes.
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
Ehhh.
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
KYOU!! He was right infront of me! (ON MY COM SCREEN) HAHAHAHA. JUSTKIDDING.
64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
Grovel for them! So nope nope.
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive. I can forgive and not forget and then say buh-bye if he person ever wrongs me again.
66) Is this year the best year of your life?
HELLOO. MY LIFE HASN'T ENDED YET.
67) What was your child hood nickname?
HAHA. Toooooo many to count.
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
Outside where? ^^ HAHAAHAHA.
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Yeah. If not what?
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
LISTEN TO MUSIC.
73) What is bothering you?
Longing.
74) Have you ever been out of your province?
YES. I AM NOT A HERMIT.
75) Do you play the Wii?
Played before.
76) Are you listening to music right now?
nope... SHOCKINGLY.
77) Do you like Chinese food?
Yeah duh, I'm chinese see.
78) Do you know your fathers b- day?
Yeah.
79) Are you afraid of the dark?
I embrace the darkside of everything. Haha. Sometimes?
80) Is cheating ever okay?
On tests? HELL YEAH! Haha jk. I don't really have a stand. On people? GO TO HELL.
81) Are you mean?
I can be. Why? Wanna be my test subject? ^^
82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
If I don't wear them?
84) Do you believe in true love?
STRONG-PLATINUM-BELIEVER
88) Do you like the outside?
Outside? As in shopping districts, bookstores, restaurants, cafes and hotels? YES. Hot, humid asian jungles? NO!
89) Are you currently bored?
Oh, no, no. Of COURSE not. Sheesh. how about a YES
90) Do you wanna get married?
Yes. So you can enjoy the benefits... ^^ XD
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
No. I hate babies. LOL.
92) Are you hungry?
Nope.
93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
Haha nope, but i'm willing to give it a shot! Do I get points for volunteering??? HEHEHEHEH.
94) What makes you happy?
^^ What else could it be? (In truth, a lot of things, but a lot more piss me off)
95) Would you change your name?
Nope, I LOVE MY NAME.
96) Ever been to Alaska?
I WANNA GOOOOOO.
98) Do you watch the news?
Occasionally.
99) What’ s your zodiac sign?
ROOSTER.
100) Do you like Subway?
YEAH BABEH.
101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
Who was it again? I can't seem to sift through the crowd... HAHA jk. But seriously, I can't even remember who it was.
103) Do you talk like your friends?
I AM UNIQUE.
105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
DUH. DUH. DUH. DUH. DUH.
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Many. XD
107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
My dad?
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
YES. I HATE SMOKING. I WILL CHOKE TO DEATH OR DIE OF LUNG CANCER. Not to mention that his teeth will be NASTY and breath smell of smoke and fingernails turn yellow and get cancerous complications. SICK!!!! *PUKE FOR THE THRID TIME*
109) Who’s the last person you had a conversation that lasted for more than 10 mins with?
Shermaine NAH!
110) Favorite lyrics right now?
"You better lose yourself in the music"
111) Hey.
What... THATS NOT A QUESTION IDIOT.
posted @ 12:03 AM |
Thursday, June 25, 2009
It is strange how time passes so very quickly. One minute you're here and the next you're gone. Sigh. The holidays are ending.
My trip to Malaysia was awesome. Had fun shopping and eating with my cousins in KL. Haha Chilis is AWESOME. Eat until you die. heheheh. Bought lots of stuff too.
PANGKOR ISLAND WAS AMAZING! We were treated like VIPs 'cause my uncle's company owns the resort. With flowers on our beds and an ocean view room. Ahhh. The pool was right outside our balcony door and the sea just beyond that. We had a special table in the dining area. Haha i bet everyone else was wondering who we were. We even spoke to the Chef to "arrange our meals" during out stay. Lol it was awesome. We sat facing the sunset by the surf. ahhh. The next night we ate a privite steamboat on the beach! yeah i mean ON-THE-BEACH. SO nice. The sand was like power, the waves were huge! Oh and on the first night, we found a HUGE dead jellyfish on the private beach. Scary and sad yes. WONDERFUL RELAXING TRIP MANXSZZ. heheh.
School's starting... I want to see everyone again, but then I'm so not looking forward to the work. BOOH.
posted @ 11:42 PM |
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
I LOVE The Stiff Dylans. AWESOME UK BAND. WHEEE.
;D
"The fire that you ignited burns undecided..."
Gahh. I don't feel like posting. TTTYYYYYLLLLLLL
posted @ 12:37 AM |