Boys boys boys, in the end, it's all just a show isn't it.
And I just keep playing the game with them anyway.
posted @ 8:52 PM |
Sunday, February 21, 2010
I feel everything, yet I am numb with emptiness. It is everything, and everything is nothing.
Moments.
He and I are simply moments. Moments full of emotions and feelings. Thinking is out of the question because we just can't afford it.
We're two opposites -- fire and ice. We're so blindingly different that it hurts. It doesn't help that we fight, argue and don't see eye to eye because all that's done is confuse us.
He doesn't know me. And I don't know him.
But I've finally realised the truth, and it's an almost shocking in its simplicity:
Frozen time. Detached, forgotten, live-in-the-moment, time.
Just, simply, two strangers, enjoying each others' company.
That's all there is to it, and that's all we'll ever be.
It's kind of sad when you think about it. That you can get so close yet never connect. But that's life. Moments come and go, and we just have to move on.
When you've lost something even before it even began, can that still be considered loss?
posted @ 10:56 PM |
Saturday, February 20, 2010
The weekend from hell has begun.
AHH~
T_X
posted @ 1:03 PM |
Thursday, February 18, 2010
We, the cool hokkien nerdzies, FTW
LOLL Shermaine & Gennnn
posted @ 11:33 PM |
LOL
Gen, Sher, Vivian and I were just discussing how to end off our EL Lesson for tomorrow (We're teaching) and this is what craziness went down:
vivian! - i 204 <3 05 678910VE! says:
*ohoh
*so isit like
*fin
*or fine
*the end thing
*i forgot
[_illusionist_] says:
*huh?
エスターEsther Candice Turn your love up loud says:
*Fine
*EH
*NO
*it's Fin
[_illusionist_] says:
*fin fine? what exactly?
エスターEsther Candice Turn your love up loud says:
*"The end"
♡shermaine. says:
*HUH?
エスターEsther Candice Turn your love up loud says:
*In italian
[_illusionist_] says:
*OH.
♡shermaine. says:
*fine what i thought?
[_illusionist_] says:
*chey
エスターEsther Candice Turn your love up loud says:
*Ehh. I think... YA
[_illusionist_] says:
*finito.
エスターEsther Candice Turn your love up loud says:
*FINE
*thats spanish
*hahah
[_illusionist_] says:
*xD
♡shermaine. says:
*lol anything lah
- vivian! - i 204 <3 05 678910VE! says:
*so which one sounds cooler?
エスターEsther Candice Turn your love up loud says:
*FINE
[_illusionist_] says:
*FINE
♡shermaine. says:
*she's an english teacher
Hahahahha. Gotta love these people manzs.
posted @ 11:24 PM |
"You just don't get females now do you"
It's such a hectic week. I seriously don't know how to bear all of this. The worst thing is that next week is going to get even worse. WHAT KIND OF HELL IS THIS?!!?! 7 quizzes and tests next week. SEVEN!!!! Gosh. This week is FILLED with assignments, projects and worksheets. I'm literally buried in homework.
It's too crazy for me to bear.
And my physics sucks. I'm failing. How brilliant is that?!
Help me.
Sigh.
Please...
posted @ 9:08 PM |
Sunday, February 14, 2010
"It's like when you've decided that he's a jerk and you wanna kill him, he suddenly becomes normal and you soften."
GOSH YESSSS EXACTLY!
My credits to Shermaine for this AWESOME line. LOVE YA.
Anyway, for all you lovelies out there, Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day! Woots! ;D
PS That idiot didn't. So disappointed. RIGHT SHERMAINE & GEN! Don't you think that idiot is just too #!%*4">:"*(& for words???!!?
posted @ 6:10 PM |
Friday, February 12, 2010
YOZZ everyone! The CNY Break is HERE! Woots. Haha. Actually, I have loads of homework... so it's not really a holiday after all T_T Heh, but at least there's no school so they can't keep giving us more :D
[Trying to be positive here]
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[Not really working]
hahahah. So anyway, it was the CNY/Valentine's Day celebrations in school today. Stupidly, we still had lessons till 10.00am but thankfully my class only had math from 8-9 since PE after that was optional. Yays. OH best part is that we can wear our own clothes to school. Ahh how nice. The dumbest part though, is that TWO THIRDS of the student population still chose to wear the ugly-out-of-shape-weirdo-logoed-transparent-polo tee and green-moss-gone-wrong-bermudas/skorts [aka the informal uniform]. -.-
ANYWAY, we shall not dwell on that. Time to focus on the good things :D Two very awesomely-special people gave me roses (Thanks darlings! ;D), Sharmaine Wong gave out nougat (YUM) and GUMMY BEARS (Childhood memories come flooding back (; ), Amanda gave out Ferrero Roche with these really cute heart paper-clips, Huimin gave out these super nice crispies-with-chocolate treats and Cherie and Vivian gave out gummy BEARS AND WORMS. Hahahaha again with the childhood memories. Lolll. Thank you all ye wonderful people.
Btw, my outfit had gotten 3 "comic book character" remarks, 1 "you look like a teacher" (which I replied with a "HUH?!? o.o"), 1 "you look like an air stewardess" (which I replied with a huge "WHAT?!" XP), 1 "LOL" expression, 1 "Woah! Haha XD", 1 "I like your boots!", 1 "so stylish eh" , 2 "you look cool ^^"s, 2 "Niiice(;"s and many many "woaaahh" stares. What is up with people. It's FUN. Hahahahaa. This is where a certain someone would definitely say "You're crazy/mad/insane/SPASTIC" Riiiiiighhhttttt >^ XD
Okay. So after school, I was supposed to go back to NYPS but I didn't have the time since we ended so late and I thought that I had to go see Ms K. So in the end GEN AND I (WOOHOO! ;D)
went to 313@Somerset. Aw yeaaaa. Hahaha. Fun fun. Walked a LOT. Shopped a LOT. Ahaha. Wanted to go down to esplanade to spread some spasticity to Ian but I didn't have time in the end. Heheheh. Gen + Me + Orchard = SHOP TILL YOU CAN'T WALK NO MORE. Hahahaha.
EH BUT THEN SHE DITCHED ME (TT_TT) Lolll. Nah, not really. She just didn't wanna walk down to Ion (laaazyyyy XD) Anyway, I still went down and went to BERSKA woots (Nice nice, but I didn't buy anything. Awww) then to Pull&Bear where I SO wanted to buy these pair of beige with metallic studding boots that were on sale from $179 to $59.90 O: RIGHT. But I thought I'd go to Topshop and check out the fingerless leather gloves first before deciding. Went to TS but sadly they didn't have black )': so I didn't buy. Headed over to Newlook and found this AWESOME pair of KNEE HIGH BLACK PLEATHER BOOTS that I'd seen the last few times I went there but it was wayyy out of my spending limit ($169.90 T_T) until today. Dadadadaaaaaa, ON SALE. Hahahahaha. Only one pair of UK3, UK5 and UK8. LOL. It just so happens I'm a 5. Aw yeaaaaa. :D:D
[The ravings of a shoppingfanatic -end-] Hahahaa.
Okay so headed home then ate dinner and am now sitting here typing this when I REALLY SHOULD BE DOING BIO FIELD TRIP REPORT D: Geeeehhhh. Okay, better go. Another time then people. BYES.
posted @ 11:01 PM |
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?
I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?
________________________________________
Sigh it's been a trying day.
With all the stress from school and added drama from all my ahem external sources, I'm just becoming really tired. It's like mental trauma. Too much in too little time. I can't digest it all.
Physics is DIEDIE DIE for BOTH modules.
Chem is okay cuz Ms Wong ROCKS (:
Math is "???" 'cause we started VECTORS. The horror. (I can't do vectors to save my life. Awww.)
English is alright. I can always handle english (:
Chinese is -.o Toh doesn't like me. D:<
Bio is great :D
Econs is ... ... XD
P.E. is HELL at 10am. Sun is HOT HOT HOTTTTTTT. Getting baked there.
AHHHHHH. [Insert name here] is SO ANNOYING I could cry. It's exasperating trying to guess what [Insert name here]
Oh my gosh I have no idea what TO DOOOOOO.
HELP ME.
OHHHH. One good thing that happened recently is that I get to spend more time with [a]. Aww yeah manz. ;D My new MOTIVATION is found. Hahahahahahahah. Remember to climb the stairs. ^^
posted @ 11:06 PM |
Friday, February 05, 2010
Gosh, this picture is too AWESOME. ;D
Emma Watson & Rupert Grint (2007)
posted @ 11:52 PM |
Oh the agony. I'm running on 3hours of sleep. T_T
posted @ 11:44 PM |
Wednesday, February 03, 2010
It was okay when there wasn't anyone else. But now, it's so not.
posted @ 11:40 PM |
Monday, February 01, 2010
This week is KILLER. Hectic like CRAZY.
Lets hope I make it out alive. Siiigh.
posted @ 10:03 PM |
