GRUNGE; ROCK THE WORLD

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

I've got no time to blog! Will DEFINITELY blog later this week. Sorry people!

Anyway I'm SUPER busy, as you can tell.

Oh and I made a resolution today. I'm gonna start working hard. Seriously. Aiming to get into REED. Gonna be HARD!!! Considering my grades ): Well, it's time to try. And try HARD.

Wish me luck y'all. (Knowing me, I'll prolly need it)

posted @ 11:23 PM |

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Heyy y'all. So sorry I havent posted earlier this week. It's been super hectic.

Well, this weekend is half over. So sad. Everything's just mixing into one big blur. What a tragedy. I seriously need time off to relax. The holidays didn't help at all. They were just an extended e-learning week. Stupidity.

I'm still sick too. ): And the homework is just incredible! It NEVER lets up. Oh aaaand exams are in 5 weekss. Just GREAT. T_T

AHHH. Too much negativity! I must be positive. TRALALALALLAA. XP

This is not working.

I need a distraction. hmmmm....

Oh! Music remedy time! Lets see... what's good... okay, Lupin's awesome. *play* Oooo yayay nice nice.

Alrighy, all you sad people out there who're cursed with homework like me HANG IN THERE. Goodluck to us all.

Another time darlings. Byee

posted @ 10:49 PM |

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Sigh the holidays are going to be OVER. How tragic is that. And I'm still trying to finish homework.

T_T

Stupid chinese homework.

WAHH.

Oh and I was in depressed mode just a few minutes ago. Sigh... but THANK YOU my spastic comrad ahhaaha totally cheered me up. Doesnt take much but yea. haha

Oh it's so over. Our time's up.

I wonder why I can still feel melancholy.

posted @ 9:52 PM |

Thursday, March 18, 2010

I had the painting workshop this morning with SHERMAINE NAH! (The one who's so lucky as to be able to get her braces OFF already ;D) and and and I watched The Lovely Bones with Gen today. It was AWESOME! :D So sad Shermaine and Sharmaine couldn't come. Aww. Nevermind, another time then (:

AND I've come up with an... hmm... interesting birthday present of the ULTIMATE SIANZ person. Wahahahah. Trust me, it ain't gonna be nothing this time. HEHEHEH YOU BETTER APPRECIATE MY EFFORT OKAY. XP

Anyway, I think I'll sleep early today. Very tired. Must be the sickness working it's torture. heh. I have to wake up early tomorrow to do work to make up for this though. BLEHHHH.

Alright. Another time then darlings. Byeee.

posted @ 10:05 PM |

I'm through accepting limits
'cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost

-- "Defying Gravity"

I'm feeling better today, although the crazy workload has totally come crashing down.

A whole other torture begins.

posted @ 12:22 AM |

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

I'm sick. T_T

Down with a fever, sore throat and a KILLER headache. Can't do much except lie in bed and sleep. Crap. HOW am i supposed to finish all the homework at this rate?!?! TT_TT

HMPH! Look how evil my cousin is:

"Andrew says:

*sick?
*bwahaha

エスターEsther Candice Sick): says:
*Yes. AND WHAT BWAHAHA you evilll

Andrew says:
*cause
*i like to bwahaha at sick people
*XD"

So bad right! heheheh

posted @ 11:21 PM |

Monday, March 15, 2010

I can't stand it when people faslely accuse me.

Gosh it SUCKS.

posted @ 8:19 PM |

Sunday, March 14, 2010

And therefore, dye this sky red. The time has come again for my body to only go forward
Even the ‘people’ who pass by and the ‘things’ which become lost in confusion
Will one day be like vanished memories
A passionate unwavering ‘strength’, a fleeting swaying ‘weakness’
They meet the same end after all

Such ordinary days melt the mundane world. The sun appears above the crimson world
Flutter in the wind and draw back the lines. Like the flowing tips of the hair, pierce the enemy
The feelings which were slashed, the swelling dream
Now, I will only carry all of my duties in my hands until the end

Once again, another light has fallen, it has quietly disappeared to somewhere
It’s the reality which doesn’t change day after day
However, I definitely feel it, your warmth, your heartbeat
This can also be called the truth

And therefore, it becomes crimson, scattering the mundane world. It’s now starting in the background of the evening sun
Why do I feel hesitation and confusion in my rapidly throbbing heart?
Hurry, destroy this pain which explodes in useless rage
The stained and scorched clouds in the sky burn the wishes concealed within

Tears welled up in my hesitant eyes, but change them into strength tomorrow
Offer up everything to the land where I have descended. With my single bright blade, I shall decapitate the darkness
The light deep within my heart will always sparkle
I will only carry out my duties until the end

posted @ 9:49 PM |

So the March holidays have officially begun, but it sure doesn't feel like it. I've got mountains of work to complete (which btw, I haven't even TOUCHED) plus, there're so many events on my schedule right now. Hmm. I have to complete 1 HCL test paper, 2 li jia wen das and a zuowen for tuition tomorrow afternoon. Should probably get that done by tonight. Blah it's a lot. I hope my group's model for the earthquake competition is complete if not I'll prolly have to go back to school tomorrow after tuition. Better check with Chen Wei. Gosh I better start work tomorrow night and try to get everything done by friday. Its not really possible. TT_TT

[You don't really mean what you say do you.

Everytime I see you it gets harder for me to bear. It's been easier to push you out of my mind but your presence breaks down my defences. I don't like being weak. I hate losing control. The worst part is that you don't realise. You don't care do you. Stupid idiot. Don't you dare expect anything from me when all you've given me is pain, agony and annoyance. Granted, there're good things as well... NO! ZERO. NONE.

I DONT CARE.

I'll make myself believe that.

Because I have to.]

Anyway, friday was pretty fun. Went out with Gen, Vivian and Sharmaine after school. We went to vivo and were planning on going to sentosa when it started to RAIN. Bleeeehhhh. Well, we still had fun shopping anyway. Hahaha Vivian's the only one who's immune to my shopaholic aura. XD Funneh.

I managed to find Verity the PERFECT birthday present. So I'm pretty satisfied. :D However there's still 2 more people's to think about. Ahh MUST GET THE PERFECT GIFT!!! Lolol.

So many movies to watch. SO LITTLE TIME ): I really do hope that I get to enjoy this holidays to the fullest. I sure do need a break from the insanity of the semester.

Happy holidays y'all (;

posted @ 8:17 PM |

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Ok, so it's E-learning week. Haha yeah right. It's only 3 days. They pretty much gave us quite a lot of homework, but it's still managable. THE MARCH HOLIDAYS ARE ALREADY PACKED WITH WORK. Look at this. And it's NOT EVEN COMPLETE YET! They're prolly gonna throw more nonsense at us.

Homework for the March Holidays 2010:
1. Economics Essay
2. Economics Group Project
3. English Questions and Mind map
4. Math Lecture notes
5. Cell Bio Assignment 2
6. Bio D video assignment
7. 报章读后感
8. 演讲词
9. HCL O Level Paper 2007
10. MA4110 Tutorials

Blah. Stupidity.

Anyway I've been slacking off in the afternoons and doing work at night. Hahah. I wonder if the teachers really keep track of our online activity XD

Whee. It's becoming easier to tune out unpleasentries. LOL guess what song I'm listening to now? "Stronger" HAHAHA. How... coincidental eh ;D

Ok time to SLACK OFF. HEEE. SOOKIE STACKHOUSE HERE I COME (Charlaine Harris ROCKS!)

posted @ 11:20 PM |

Sunday, March 07, 2010

Wow, the weekend is ending. Haha how sad. I totally slacked off on saturday. Spent the morning and a good half of the evening watching tv, reading manga and listening to music. Then at night went out to dinner with The Tans, The Wees, The Miaos and Ian's family to celebrate my dad and Ian's dad's birthdays. I ate a lot. Lol. Fun times.

Anyway, today is EXCRUTIATINGLY warm. I'm totally sweating indoors. Crazy weather. I wish it would just rain already. Bleh. The Time Mag worksheet is so tideous. like 20 questions?!?! Ewws. Still haven't finished it. Lol I spent the afternoon watching My Sister's Keeper and believe it or not, the Hannah Montana Movie. O: Hahah. Wasted so much time. GAH! It's too hot. Can't stand sitting here and typing anymore. Lol dinner's ready anyway so I gtg.

Post another time. Byes darlings.

posted @ 7:04 PM |

Friday, March 05, 2010

Heyys. It's post no. 300! Lol.

Anyway,

THE WEEKEND OF LESS HOMEWORK IS FINALLY HERE

How awesome is that! ;D

Yayayayayayyayayayayay.

Okay I'm kinda high now. My brain is not comprehending this lack of a bajillion kilowatts of stress. Hahah.

I'll blog tomorrow. Gonna go out to dinner... shh it's supposed to be a surprise. Hahahahaha.

Whee highness.

Byeeee

posted @ 11:34 PM |

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

I know you're busy so if you gotta go
Then go but don't forget to leave my heart
I stayed around for you but
You're no where to be found now
Once again here you are

Cause I'm always giving
Here waiting while you're living
I need a new beginning
Oh, I'm not the girl I used to be with you

You think maybe that I'm just so easy
You can come in and out my life like you please
But baby no (uh-oh)
Don't you know it takes more
To keep a girl like me

- It Takes More - Jordin Sparks

Gosh. BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY. I don't like Math Journal. T_T

posted @ 11:24 PM |

Monday, March 01, 2010

OHOHOH

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CHENWEI!!!!! :D:D

posted @ 9:57 PM |

The difference between me and you is that I actually care.

Woah hell weeks are officially over. Hahaha nowadays, though we have tonnes of homework to do, I can still feel relaxed 'cause it's nowhere near as bad as the past two weeks were. This is a good thing I suppose, but it totally makes me feel like a nerd. -.- Stress tolerance levels have increased. O:

Haha anyway, it's been a very trying two weeks. I've had a lot to think about and a lot to think about forgetting. Oh this is so confusing. Always playing with my emotions, screwing up my thoughts, and you don't even care what you're doing to me. You stupid idoit. BLEHH. I promised Shermaine and Gen that I'd stop thinking about you. And I will... try. You're the one who made me this way. It's not fair for you to be able to walk away. The roles should be reversed. I should be the one walking away, you should be the one missing me. Wanting ain't love babe. You should know that. But you don't. And it's killing me because you make me...

...

Ok STOP! You're going outta my head now. You do NOT deserve me, nor my time. It's time to focus on the GOOD things in life: My awesome best friends, my fantastic spastic comrade, my great family, my good school (that tries to kill me, but still I'm still grateful that I'm in it), my church friends, my nice teachers, my comfortable life, my nice house, my oh-so-incredibly-comfy bed, my great great GREAT class, my lovely friends...

Life is GOOD. Life is FUN. Thank you Lord for making me so blessed(:

I am THANKFUL for what I have. And that is good enough for me. :D

Yays positiveness.

Now you negative, get outta my head.

(: I'll be alright, at the end of the day.

posted @ 9:30 PM |