Tiara & SupernovaTTL(Time To Love)
RihannaFire Bomb
Culcha CandelaMonsta
Metro StationKelsey
Dashboard ConfessionalBelle of The Boulevard
In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
And now I am standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say
I feel like I've lost the battle, I feel like giving up. Although I don't want to admit defeat, I don't have the will to carry on. Can't you see she's tearing us apart? She doesn't care about me, she only wants you. She's picking on me and you don't even know it. I'm hurting inside and I can't keep up my facade anymore. I'm losing you and I know it. She's taking away my joy and my peace. I'm crying and I don't even care.
posted @ 10:03 PM |
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Gosh these lyrics so make sense now! :D
Simple Plan - Shut Up
There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not
You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Is gonna bring me down
Will never bring me down
Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
posted @ 10:50 PM |
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
As my world comes crumbling down, I'm not going to fall. I can't go through all of this drama. I won't fall to pieces, I'm not going to give her the satisfaction. I'm going to pull through. I've got to learn to stand on my own. I've got to get a handle on my life. I'm not going to break, so many memories, piecing back my heart again and again, I'm sick of it. I won't fall this time. I know i can pull through, no matter how many walls I'm going to have to break down. TT.TT
posted @ 9:14 PM |
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Thank goodness for people like Huiwen. Wonder what I'll ever do without you.(:
To all my friends, if you ever need a friend, just call/IM :D love is free you know XD
posted @ 11:28 PM |
You know, yesterday, shermaine said that I am living the perfect life. Well here's all the things that proves that that statement is WRONG.
For one, my so called "good friend" betrayed me and is trash talking me behind my back. That so called "friend" acts so chummy infront of my face and only trash talks me behind my back, no guts eh? Say it to my face! Drop the act.
My other "friend" insulted me and didn't explain why. (No explaination isit?!) Every heard of "don't judge a book by it's cover" ? Just shut up and die lah.
I'm failing chemistry and physics plus, my chinese is screwed up.
I'm constantly informed about betrayal and lies, I'm wondering why I've not broken down yet.
Everything's so crappy and I'm so confused. So how's that for perfect?
posted @ 10:45 PM |
Today was terrible, stupid retard. How could she do this to me?! I can't believe her. It's all an act. It's all lies. I'm putting the pieces together and I don't like what I see.
This is a poem I wrote and it's kind of the reason why I'm so upset right now.
Title: A friend?
Do you know
what it's like
to be hurt
by a friend?
Do you know
the sadness felt
when it's caused
by a friend?
Do you know
the betrayal felt
when back-stabbed
by a friend?
Do you know
the sheer frustration
from the actions done
by a friend?
Do you know
the anger pent up
from the words spoken
by a friend?
I know.
-Ecly
Where is the love
posted @ 6:34 PM |
Monday, September 24, 2007
I realised something today...
DAYNA'S EARPHONES RAWK! I mean seriously, they are like the best I've ever used.
I wanna get a pair too! For my christmas prezzie or b'day prezzie (hinting ^^ XD)
AHHHH I LOVE Sony Walkman Mega Bass Noise Reduction Earphones!
posted @ 8:35 PM |
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Oh, a nice poem i saw ;D
My Fear
Author: Emily Jones
Hiding behind these walls of stone
Are the words I never said
Bottled up inside me
I kept them in my head.
I know I should have told you
How you make me feel
Now I see the pain I've caused myself
I've created a wound that cannot heal.
I've tried to say it
So many times that I've lost track
The numbness inside me
Has often held me back.
I've loved you for so long
I've tried to let you know
But I know that I'll be ridiculed
If I let my feelings show.
I wish I wasn't afraid
Wish I could let you see
Just how much I care for you
But then would you accept me?
posted @ 11:00 PM |
Terrible. I was forced, yet again, to cut my hair and now it looks absolutely detestable. CRAP. T.T SUPER SHORRTTTTT sigh....
posted @ 9:32 PM |
Friday, September 21, 2007
I'm not gonna dao you cuz...
1. It's not worth loosing a friend over.
2. It's stupid to react that way.
Okay moving onnnnn,today was okay I guess, Classes were classes, art club was art club, had a water fight and guess whose fault is that? None other than SiYuXiang. Or rather cuz he listened to Sabrina. yeah ok. After art club, went down to watch the basketall match. Got trashed like siao... sigh.
Oh welll, what to bloggg aboutttt nowwwww. Ok sorry, I'm just bored. Bye for now i guess.
posted @ 9:49 PM |
Monday, September 17, 2007
heyy, today was kinda strange. Its so terrible, I can't throw a javalin to save my life. Bleh. Physics was kinda PAINFUL, ok my marble machine turned out great, but after that we went to the hall to do the practical. Balloons galore. Wheeee~
Guess what i ended up doing? Hmm!? I had to help hold the stupid string and it was like cutting into my skin, was getting major rope burn so i tried to put it around my shoulder, but it ended up like kinda strangling me. Sigh, then the irritating people like JunYi and Terrence went to PULL the string, gues how much PAIN I experienced. Sighsigh.
Ok towards the end of the day, I suddenly got this ubercrazy migraine. Maybe I got it from YuXiang, but headaches aren't contageous. Sigh, then I felt VERY tired, almost dropped "dead". So annoying, then uring jap class I had to look at, guess who? Shao siong, yes that disgusting snotmonster(XD), but seriously, he is DETESTABLE. He kept taking off his socks and like playing with his feet. Like O.O WHO DOES THAT!?!!!??? Gross sial.
urgh, trying to erase the scene from my head. Bleh, GROSS. I shall not go into further details for the welfare of you people :D XD XP ;D ;P :P Ok that's all for today, bye.
posted @ 10:03 PM |
Saturday, September 15, 2007
First you say you won't then you say you will, you keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on. I'm standing still...
I wonder if some people mean what they say. You know, say something about someone behind their backs, but infront of them, acts like they adore that someone. Isn't it strange? Well, I can't really put a finger on it, but whatever, I guess people are retarded.
*break*I guess I'll never be able to tell you the truth will I? Never will I be the same again. I'm not going to make anymore mistakes and repeat the error of my ways.*return*
Back to the first para. Well, this is something related to the first para; I guess people do change after all. How did I not see something so obvious. Lies and the deceivement, I thought what was said was true. Sarcasm and hurt, why? You may not know it, but I do. Stop playing mind games, I've had enough.
posted @ 3:07 PM |
Friday, September 14, 2007
Yo! today was so interesting heh... not really. Made yoghurt yesterday during micro bio, so i went to collect it today. Had to add LOADs of sugar! It was that sour. Added in some granola stuff which made it quite nice. :D Yoghurt, w00ts! :D:D
Art club was, art club. We had to help Fungi paint pictures for her SL project. I painted three, screwed them all up :D Stupid SiSkinny, threw a ball of blue-tack at my head. Like "OWWwwww" much. *rubs head*
Noooooooooo... Blehhh... How can it be? How is this possible?! T.T I'm not making any sense so I'll just stop here. Hmmm, hope i don't go em0, but still don't be shocked if i do (refer to MSN Display Pic). heh... bye...
posted @ 8:39 PM |
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Ok, i apologise for my 1 week and 1 day late post. >.o Sorry sharmaine. Ok, today was... okay i guess, but it got annoying towards the later part of the day. Many thnks to siSkinny. (elaborate more afterwards)
Okay so I am currently ADDICTED to "Every Time We Touch" ;D Love the BEAT!!! ahh!!! XD
"'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life."
Lit was really disturbing, Ms Koh was on MC today so Mdm Tan came in to teach the class. She's quite nice. So it was about poetry. Ok no offence, I LOVE POETRY, but that poetry we read was just plain DISTURBING; we still have to ACT IT OUT next lesson; aka poetry slam.
I shall now move on to describe why my concentration on jap during the last hour of class was so diverted by the irritatingimbecelicsicko. So yeah ok FINE love to tease me eh? SO FUNNY RIGHT!? I gave him a good knock on the head every five minutes of that last hour. :D Serves him right. So STILL CONTINUE TO MAKE JOKES?!? STILL CONTINUE LEH. Sigh, wondering how to deal with this pest now... Hmm... Sigh can't think of anything right now. (sorry that i can't go into further details on what he was teasing me about ;D XD XP ;P)(come to think of it, during every jap lesson it's almost always about the same ._. Sighsigh.)
Ok then, time for buh byes, and I'll TRY as hard as i can to post more frequently. :D have faith! :D Sayounara
posted @ 9:15 PM |
Sunday, September 02, 2007
ok i'm bored... i'll post a proper post tmr. This is just to let y'all know that i'm not dead... yet... XD touchwood. XP kayes bye
posted @ 11:04 PM |