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I realised something today. Though I say I'm extroverted, though all the tests tell me so, it's a lie. I've been lying to myself. I want people, yet I'm subconciously pushing them away. I am stubborn and picky. I choose who I want to let in. And those are few and rare. I want more people, yet I don't want more people. Does that make sense? I'm tired of the fakers. I'm tired of the half-hearted interest. I see people. I see them more than what's good for myself. I relate, understand, too easily that almost everything, almost everyone, seems boring. Predictable. Characters are judged too early. Disappointing. I let myself down. I kill my hopes before I give them a chance to progress.
Maybe I should just put myself out there and let the lady bugs come to me... Perhaps the search shall end here.
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